A new beginning

Hi Journal,
I had a lot of wonderful thoughts today.
That seminar I went through really helped me a lot. It made me realize there are so many things even how little it is that I should be thankful of. Could you imagine how an effective business writing seminar could do that to me. But it did.
It has been two years since I last went to church. I missed GOD, his presence and his word that fills me everytime I left church.
I dont even know why I stopped going to church anymore. What I feel now is im so thirsty of His word. I havent really left my faith. Its still there. I just gave my time to the world so much; at work; at home; watching movies; and keeping in touch of friends over the internet.
I can feel God wants me back. I missed the times when I could feel him everywhere. I needed Him to give me strength everyday. Work is not an easy thing to do. Its not always a happy environment and we just really need Him to survive each day. I need the strength that He gives me.
I dont know why I feel like this today.
I just feel like Im meeting Him soon. I dont know what to say to Him. I wasted so much of my time. I turned my back to those who needed me specially to those who needed just a word of comfort.
Im gonna start all over now... Its not yet too late...
This is my journey. At the finish line, Im gonna meet HIM. I know its not on the things I do that I get to be saved. Its just that I wanted the people near me to arrive there as well...

Wish I was Home

Wish I was Home.
Today, Im writing this down at the office during vacant hours.
Strange, isnt it ... I find myself blank and dont know what to write on my first blog.
Then I decided, it would be whats most dear to me. Thats my family...mom, dad , my two "kulit gigantic brothers, and my gorgeous sister.
I thank God for them... If God would let me choose the family I want, Id still choose them...
Im 24 years old, yet I still miss home. I've been away like fours years now. Still I miss those good old days where I used to quarrel over little things with my siblings. When the electricity goes down, we used to crowd in one area and dad used to tell us horror stories. Then when the electicity comes back, we would go running marathon to where the candle is and strive to be first to blow it off. Those little laughs we had... I miss them... I really do.
Im glad they are alright, safe and happy...
Even if we are seas apart we still do communicate.
You know this song by Carrie Underwood, "Dont Forget To Remember Me."
This song reminds me of Home especially MOM.
I love her so much... I hope she knows that... and dad too... Just that she's more special.
I wish someday I could be like her or even better.
She takes good care of us. I wouldnt be what I am now without Mom and Dad.
Although she hasnt finished a degree in college, she still manage to earn so much and find ways just to give us good education...
Mom and Dad thank you so much...
I dont know how to repay you...
But I just hope and pray that you will be well everyday and be happy.
Love, Camery