Day shift at last after two months of night shift

I'm just glad I'm on the day shift again. I missed the sun and feeling its heat on my skin. Not too much of course.

I had lesser work on the day shift than the night shift which gives me longer time to wait. I hate that feeling though.

My sister also talked to me today via chat. She's engaged now and I'm happy for her. They have actually bought a lot under installment together. Plus the big news is shes pregnant. I'm the first person she told aside from her fiancee. She's 24 has work and licensed engineer. I think everything will be fine.

I'm all happy for her that she finally will settle down and have a family of her own. But can't help feel sad for me too. I'm being reminded of my age and how I wanted to settle down and have kids. These are my frustrations and dreams. I'm turning 27 this year for crying out loud . I have a poly cystic ovarian syndrome which makes it harder to have kids in the farther future. My boyfriend doesn't say an exact date. So I'm not really sure when.

I'm just venting. hehehehe... so don't take me too seriously.

When will my time come...? I got two siblings already married past me. One more to go and that's it. :(

SIEPtaculars goes to Grande Island

This is actually a late post forgive me for not having the time. We went there last week.

Its an island near Subic Bay, Pampanga. The sand wasn't that great and so was the swimming facilities but the room accommodation were great. Plus we did have fun with games and picture taking.

Time to unwind. I'll post some pictures next week. Forgive me really busy this days. We just transferred our workplace to a different building.

Nice cool changes

Today I am formally starting on my new role at work. Its just lateral transfer and no increase in salary but Im glad its another set of challenges to achieve and a new bigger space for learning and improvement.

My access formally came in today and my mentor is good in some ways.

By the way, Im improving now. At least my whole world isn't focused on Ahmong anymore. I think it wont hurt if I look on the other persons in my life. Giving my life balance. I need other people in my life to be sane when he is not around which is most of the time.

Im lucky to have my cool and concerned neighbors. There was almost a fire in the neighboorhood last week. If our neighbor had not acted and informed us that the other house' aircondition had a short circuit we will all be toasted now.

Some wire that serves like a transistor was stolen and in effect two houses in the neighboorhood had their aircondition and refrigerator exploded. Everyone acted so fast and called the service provider to have it fixed.

My online chat friends are their. Chad, matt, josh, katherine, base, and JC are my persons in the other side of the globe.

My family keeps me close though we talk on mobile and just see each other once a year.

My officemates sometimes make work more like home already. Some give jokes that are more like tiny and invisible punches. But there are some who really are true friends. Supports you all the way. Sometimes its just how you take it.